5th Week in SMA

Personality-wise I am more like T than Q. I am an introvert like T, scared of strangers (mainly Americans), hiding from them. It takes longer for us to adjust to new environments and changes. I had so much empathy for him when he got sick two weeks ago. That's when I got sick of all the changes caused by traveling too. This big stone house with a big courtyard was too much. 

Today T finally relaxed in the garden for the first time as seen in the photo and I feel the same way. I am glad that the cats can explore outdoor space with many different plants. I am also glad I got to experience this kind of traditional house so now I know how much I can tolerate and enjoy it. I am definitely a modern condo-type person.

Now Max and I are already planning the next winter getaway. I suggested a shorter trip (from 3.5 months to 2.5 months) to only one place 'Los Cabos' and he agreed. Probably he had been worried I would refuse to go with him as I wasn't happy for the better part of this trip. I actually considered staying in NY next winter, but then, my curiosity about new places got the better of me, or my desire to escape reality did. Also, even if I pass the medical coding exam by December, I will need at least a couple months to find a job. I figured I could do the job search during the trip.

Something has recently changed in me. I am no longer agitated or depressed by my uncertain career prospects, even uncertain future. After almost 13 years of being with Max, I came to trust him as a life partner. This simple life with him and the kitties has grown on me. Above all, I am learning to appreciate what I have.